Freaking

So I'm freaking out today, knowing what I'm about to do. I am scared to death, and everyone knows it. But I finally asked myself the following question today: "Are you going to live your life or not?"

The answer was "Yes."

So when I get back, some things will be different. But some things will never change. I'm going to take my dear friend Sarah's advice, which was advice I gave to her not too long ago: "Sometimes you have to believe in what you don't understand and fight for what you can't see."

So here I go. Wish me luck, though a little part of me says I'm not going to need it.